"gotta have a reason to wake up in the morning.You used to be the one that put a smile on my face.There are no word that could describe how i miss you and i miss you everyday"
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i bored..3 days in the row..stay home..chat..huargh..life simply simple..no hassle..no wory..except the feeling of fatness..
2day kinda dizzy a bit..dunno..didnt get the sufficient sleep.wei called & we talk..he didnt let me sleep & keep saying i dont sound like one..tell him stuff what i encounter today & we share ours..can really talk anything w this fella..he tell me something good..i wish all the happiness the world..still i tell him..i wanna living proof from him...soon..

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i need someone that i can communicate well..two ways communication..
i talk..someone listen
someone talk..i listen..
someone to share things..
someone to scream at during my pms..
someone that accept me for wat i am...

so far..very hard lah the ONE to exist..Y lah all the people that walk into my life lack all this..
am i demand to much.. still..i dont want to feel desperate..hahhahah.that wouldnt be me..
wanna to enjoy life to the fullest..
didnt hv to depend on people except my family luv..

still..i feel dizzy & like demam one....
lots bj to arrange..lots of work to be do
lots of sms to reply..lots of call to be made..
wanna wake up fresh & earlier tomorow
wanna go jog as i fail to do the previous day..
dont want to feel fat..
wanna to lose the baby fat..
huargh...