my addiction

i cant live w out my gadgets..my shopping spree..my sinful indulgence ,my toys & my beloved MPV ...plus a reliable internet connection..
from a person who dislike IT @ computer i turn to a person that cant live w out it..
i didnt hv any IT background..so IT buta..& how its really a problem when it come to accomplish job using computerlast time
i recall asking my ex...my family for HELP regard any work use computer..
i remember my 1st mail was yahoo that been tought by my GF at campus.
although im suck using computer(how i cry badly when all my typing dissappear still i acknowledge myself as someone internet savvy.hehheheheh~angkat bakul..
internet is FUN & i enjoy every second of it.
i think that Y kot i being accepted w NET..despite my stupid answer & my so lack knowledge using computer..(but then when i work w NET..there r even 100x moron than me out there...hehehhehehe)

~~~when others didnt give any chance..NET the only one the see my credibility..indeed work w NET..everyday is a pressure..insecure but the experience & the ilmu that i gain cant be trade w any others pleasure in my life..~~~

my so called my crave..my addiction nowadays is in...
"apa nak write in blog"
when i've good things to write normally i ended up w not infront pc~as nowadays work is not related full usage of IT~so i quite frustated when the idea cant be put down immediately..HUARGHHHHH..previous post..asal tense aje..write blog..hahahhahah..kutuk..angry all kat blog..it good anyway for stress release & work w NEt is indeed a perk..( i cant image lah working w an organization for 8-10 hours w out any internet connection)..
as per today also..got GREAT stuff to write...got many things to kutuk2..to release tense & how i as over the moon when the room was empty..but only 4 few min then..ramailah pulak..hated no privacy at all..there r teacher waited to use kot..hahahahahha..now i run to lab lak..

"i should take this pose"
photograpy....my nikon...posing..my picgallery..my ida & adi's page picture..
~how i wish i been sponsor for the account @ the payment will be less cheaper @ miracle along theway..
~how i wish that i've my own laptop 2 upload picture
~how i wish i know how to use all the picture software
~how i wish i hv extra RM to learn photography course @ being sponsor for that.
~how i wish that i can bought myself a video camera & learn to be a good in it..
& the list goes on..

"RM 100 for 4"
cant denied that i LUV sale especially wardrobe..but my latest crave would be like make up..hahahahahhahaha..lipstick..branded names only

"cruz..cruz..cruz"
MY PASSION>>MY DREAM>>MY AMBITION...
47 kg~~~45kg~~~40 kg