ME..learning to say NO

7 days fasting..
still weak..still lembik & i only survive the day by shower (my room)@ air-condition room(the net room @ library)
i force/pull myself today to sit at teacher room..coz the net room was full & cant alwayslah go room rehat isnt..
so there am i..
i get bored..went down to net room & alter my question paper when less people inside
then up to the teacher room..
gosh..it really tiring indeed..but it is not worse as
this student yg ambik advantage on me & my atos..~..
what the hell they think i can be trick again & again & w the same reason..
i was at my higher peak of patient when this student ask me to drive them to hospital..it was at 920am at that time & im tired & restless..
apa depa ingat aku nie driver ke nak antar kau..it was school time..they school hv driver & they know the rule & budak yg sama i sent last time accompy her friend(ingat u can utilized my kindness again..u totally WRONG!)...
i said:

"u know the rule,there is driver..ask office..its not my warden duty..after
all is school time"

geramnya...nak senang aje..no..this time.im strict ,im firm... & i would ask them to seek the right people 1st b4 senang2 nak antar.....
after all bulan posa nie im totally restless & i reject all the invitation i get for makan free from student coz im tired plus they hv something actually(example yesterday got this invation from this student who waited for me..she invited me..i said we'll see as i cant promise then ask me FINALLY whether im free this thursday..well..im not..i WILL NOT..& i dont WANT to make myself even tired.).

i just dont know this kids.taking advantages on me coz im new..coz im nice...coz i've car & this time u kids hv provoke my samseng attitude....

bak kata nana & ell

"Y must i burden myself to
just ferry u around after all its not my duty "
"its not my
problem"

im feel bad a little but this small devil inside me was a laughing YEAH! i WIN..i prove myself to say no...hope that i can always say no to this mischief kids..

the little devil in me HAVE arise...hehehhehehe.