AGAIN~IM STUPID & MEMANG MALANG

blogging from home & i couldnt stop crying...couldnt sleep..still trauma & worst..all d BANG SOUND keep hearing 2 my ears..

truly my FAULT & MY BODOH!
(dearest all..please call me if u reading this..im still trauma w this experience..2 TIMES ACCIDENT IN D ROW!up 2 date still afraid nak bg tau babah...mama couldnt said anything..she know that her daughter just so stupid....HUARGHHH....i cant help blaming myself!!!)

in short:
finish work at 12midnight,log out asap,drive my atos from parking lot,less than 30 meter from parking lot, think can avoid d tebing then BANG!!!..

d side effect
im clueless,im speechless,im traumatic,
i had my flat tyre(right infront) that i didnt know how 2 change it,
small damaged over sport rim (right infront)
additional damaged 2 infront bumper,but still hanging 2 d body,
additional scartch infront right bumper

solution
jum advise 2 get help.
get cik mie & hafiz help change 2 spare tyre

LESSON
learn 2 change flat tire.write note & took picture
learn at last that my atos has jack & d equipment
learn how 2 open my infront bumper
learn my atos engine body
i was tired 2day..that Y i log out sharp
i was sleepy..that Y i couldnt concentrate
CIK MIE SAID:DONT THINK!,DONT AGAK!..be accurate in driving..(babah for sure will scold me & im screwed & i couldnt blame others except MYSELF!!!

NOW I KNOW
im such BAD DRIVER~SUCK DRIVERING MANUAL,HORROR DRIVING AUTO

REGRETS
not almost a years( a month 2 turn 1 year),3 major accident occured at my office involving my atos & causing me MONEY!!!..all sbb my stupidity
serasanya im d only record breaker here!

PADAN MUKA!!
hvnt sleep at all since 9am..just imagine
16/08/05~9am till 17/08/05~6am(didnt know i can sleep @ not after this)

I WROTE THIS AS REMEMBERANCE OF MY STUPIDITY

"dok meraung kat keta..
dok meratap tayar keta..
dok mengira bulan & bintang
dok mengira bugdet tayar bulan depan
dok pikir mau bilang apa sama bapa
HUARGHHHHHHH!!"


"malam nie ku peluk tayar,
berbumbungkan duka,
berbantal kan tangis..
meraung tak sudah..,
esok aku naik beca!"