naik lagi!

NOT ME!..
im still remain 53.5KG..tak berganjak2 pun..tadi timbang kat farmasi..im not happy lah..timbang tak turun ..angin la..tapi i dont blame myself pun sbb d past week kan tension aje.so..much alike , i ate a lot coz hungry & tense & lack of exercise(gi jog pun bukan sekadar jog je,didnt skip pun..).

so,semalam balik lapar gila,gi shell isi minyak & buy food..SINFUL food..
buy maggi(2 paket),pistachio& raisin(kasi BIJAK sikit),nips(for firdaus-i ate it half sbb so feel like eating it..he..he).eat maggi tak abis pun(remember always eat half of ur food especially food that makes ur fat)....

so kena start balik regime diet yg strict..kena bg motivate high as lindsay lohan!..cam tak caya je i manage 2 fit my 7 years old jeans..size 28..boleh masuk..tak ketat but will lose d extra kg sbb nak bg 40kg..

WANNA BE CRUZ:a whole life achievement:40kg
aim birthday weight:45kg
cz ella wed:40kg
fasting /raya:47kg
put myself in target lose 10kg:43kg

so after this..
no more eat late night/makan malam
oily food-so greasy,so fattening
sayur & buah ONLY.avoid nasi & dont eat JUNK!
lots& lots of H20.
no soft drink(even setitik pun)
eat 1 TIME only satu ari..be cRUEL 2 urself for CRUz nye pasal!

in between....

naik lagi is d oil price.ari nie naik rm 0.10..31 JULY 2005!.

since br wdraw duit semalam,nak isi lah full tank then pelik gak kat shell Y arga jadi rm 1.62...(used 2 be 1.52) aku ambik minyak mahal quality ke?(im taking shell super) @ aku nie mamai..me refill oil a1 am in d morning..pagi nak gi work story 2 mama,d 1am things..mama ckp smlm minyak naik arga..arghhhhhhh!naik aje!geramnya..dulu rm 30 tu dah leh full tank la nie..lebih sikit dr separuh,kurang sikit dr penuh..tu pun rugi gak tu..hish.hish..
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INFORMATION

sebelum 90 - RM 0.89
tahun 1990 - RM 1.10 (kenaikan RM 0.21)
01/10/2000 - RM 1.20 (kenaikan RM 0.10)
20/10/2001 - RM 1.30 (kenaikan RM 0.10)
01/05/2002 - RM 1.32 (kenaikan RM 0.02)
31/10/2002 - RM 1.33 (kenaikan RM 0.01)
01/03/2003 - RM 1.35 (kenaikan RM 0.02)
01/05/2004 - RM 1.37 (kenaikan RM 0.02)
01/10/2004 - RM 1.42 (kenaikan RM 0.05)
05/05/2005 - RM 1.52 (kenaikan RM 0.10)
31/07/2005 - RM 1.62 (kenaikan RM 0.10)
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dah lah kena byr keta bebulan (rm 557),services lagi,phone bill lagi,babah mama,insurans,loan ptpn(kena start byr dah),nak saving lagi,treat for myself,saving nak beli bebenda idaman yg mahal (cam video cam,umah,laptop..)

naik lagi seposen..tak beli keta,takleh,keperluan....

ME strategic 2 save a lot on oil consumption

sampai tak bukak aircond,try 2 minimize my usage 2 work bwk keta,suka lagi naik motor..lepas nie..apalak..i lucky dont need 2 bela any pet 2 jaga,coz la nie my so precious ATOS pun dah byk i've 2 be care & paid every month....i think after nie ,long term nye strategic

I NEED 2 search for A RICH BF/HUBBY w brain of course & w lots of love 2 me also!

ME recall my lecture when i was at matric, gombak used 2 give this advise..lecture nie best!kinda like her class sbb she different & being in class not boring at all(we learn english language at that time)..couldnt recall her name but she is a very interesting lady ..so pretty,so clever..her advise i still REMEMBER till now about

how 2 be rich

1.ur family/dad/ancestor r rich @ someone anak tengku/raja..so secara tak langsung u kaya!
im come from a middle class family..mama babah pun hidup susah dulu..la nie br senang sikit..so..this chance aku takde.ZERO

2.ur married 2 a RiCH/millionaire/ur hubby@ Bf know how 2 make money (but tak tau abis kan)
still hv chance but not 100% .i wonder ada ka org nak aku nie...myself ,there's nothing extradionary..im just a plain pamper cute girl..not even hv d model look..muka malay tulen.he.he..he.dah lah tu..tak pandai masak,pemalas,love 2 tidur,love 2 shopping,love 2 membebel,suck in sewing @ related 2 that..& many more..so..cant rely 100% on this..so just wait & c if there is a right fella..

3.find ur own..
myself r working hard on that, really!..i've 2 earn nowadays more than 2k in order for me 2 pay bill/utang/loans,mamababah & treat myself.this 100% aku rely & caya!i dont susah kan org & org tak susah kan aku..just aku hv 2 make sure people yg own aku duit paid my money soon..bila lah tu...its not just hundred by by K jugak lah...& never trust people yg aku tak kenal@ rapat pun..i've learn that!

2day errand:

ari nie work hectic as usually.
didnt go home,drive straight 2 office use SK way.
log in 3 min early..work is ok..unlike yesterday
used new program 2 key in data..so far ok..
work w hafis..so my life is privacy & relief& i've time for myself.
went for jog which ari nie so ramai compare yesterday..it was ok..
wheather at park was ok..
so hope till 12 pm..my life is aman as ever..