i want to be happier...i will be happier if...

i glued 2 this office PC(my heavely 8 hours kingdom)
didnt manage 2 upload earlier since me hv buddy & 2 make things worst,i think my house PC had been attacted by virus..arghh..darn it!

start off d GREAT MONDAY:

wake up as late as possible due 2 lackness of sleep previous week
GET MY NIKON!
went shop at carefour.purchase CUTE PANTIES!
reach OFFICE EARLY
LOR was online 4 a while,then he bz.30 min b4 logout,we chat for a while.
REMINDER FOR MYSELF THAT
LOR:UNKNOWN,MYSTERY,STRANGER
DONT GET FALLING
PEOPLE COME & GO
(but at least it clear my angry & doubtful thought)
i stay back at office till late am
went for JOGas usual
do 200X skipping
WEI CALL!Arghh..i try 2 act normal,tak mau ingat dia resigned coz i know i'll be pretty sad,tak dapat tgk dia dah...he'll be a very GOOD FRIEND of MINE.gonna buy him something..& make STARWARS card for him..
truely,i adore him,but i dont want gossiping happen.it would be a GREAT things if he realised but then,i know he wouldnt choose me..WEI has ACCEPTED ME as a GOOD FRIEND is MORE than enough.i'm really blessed & thankful w it.

I love you not only for what you are,

but for what I am when I am with you.

- Elizabeth Barrett Browning -

as for KAMBING,i've deleted his pic from my NOKIA.its a BIG STEP right2 abolish d pain in d ass.


in addition,i've nice conversation w suky on sunday..so much interesting topic that we discuss & it really enlighten.we talk about kriket,golf,cisco,ambition,study & even modenas ceria.
****need 2 check on it coz it hv d physical like VESPA

that bring me to realiaze what type on man that i want in life & i wonder r there still THAT person for me.

inteligent & WITTY!,someone w BRAIN,someone that i can chat about so many things,someone knowledgeable,someone w education,someone that hv higher IQ than me!,someone that good about things that im so DULL about such he must be IT savy
someone that would accept me for what i am,someone that would not ask me 2 change justfor pleasure of his eyes,someone that understand my interest ,likeness,boredom & hatred,someone that would like to lend his ears & shoulder for me,somoene who know 2 make money,someone who love to tickle me--make me happy,burst 2 laughter, 2 see my smiling face & would comfort me in sadness.
someone that would fulfill my dream,would make my life meaningful,would be there when i really hug & kisses.someone would cheer me & motivated me when i down.
someone who is simple in life but has achieve so wonderful things for his kind of age,someone who will never give up,would be responsible for his action & would love me MORE than i LOVE HIM,

but do this someone still exist or im expecting to much.Question which i hv NO answer for that.till then,i just hope & pray & searching that some day,somehow,there would be SOMEONE