live simply,laugh often,love deeply

killing me

2012-02-16T11:36:00.001+08:00

tired with work
and surrounding
kena positive
clean up!

i should write a book

2012-02-09T08:54:00.001+08:00

on how to work with id-iot.yes tht right...
coz working with id-iot is such a burdening work
no wonder there is word pega-wai

2012-02-01T08:31:00.001+08:00

the past 3 days waking up late than usual..this is bad..but my body is so tired
i see skinny people..envy
i need to shed fat
MUST LOSE WEIGHT!

my 2012 so far..running=happy me

2012-01-16T08:33:00.002+08:00

look at my happy 1st!

my mentor,idol and insp-iration

yay!..10km

major lurve!

week 2 in 201-2

2012-01-09T14:29:00.002+08:00

a morning start ..alhamdulilah..exercise,pray and punctua-lity
but now mcm stress a bit
i need to diet...weight at the heaviest 64.9..gemuk right!
try to keep steadness

i cry

2012-01-03T00:00:00.001+08:00

silly i know..but i was so sad..sad being here..
room is a mess
esok kerja
try to be patient
ok ..nite!

shop and sight seei-ing

2011-12-12T04:14:00.002+08:00

"adik nak ni-ke @ adi-da-s aje"
oh my..its in d bloo-d

am such a vint-age lover

the best ever -in-ang-in-ang i ever taste

totally in the blo--od pose minus d smile

is MONDAY 12.12.11..the beautiful of it

2011-12-12T03:23:00.000+08:00

my SD card is "wr-ite pro-tected" as the lock patah ,still i can view the photo only

and less cramp despite walking like cute penguine.

i'd celebrate 365 wonderful days and its been a rocking birthday ever,

i run,

i climb,

i walk,

i swim,

i dive

and even i brave myself for a roller coaster ride.

things to look in 2012..

more healthier lifestyle,

shed my 10 kilos of fat,

try to keep my hair long and shinning black for the next 365 days,

fitter and lean ME,

debt off,saving more,

frequent travelling and experience culture,

increase faith in my religion

and become a good human being..amen

lesson learn

2011-12-06T22:36:00.000+08:00

BUCK-LE U-P..the moolah can buy spo-rt sho-e

snap ,climb and action

2011-11-11T14:00:00.001+08:00

more of moolah..less of fat

2011-10-30T21:54:00.002+08:00

my bab-y D-d is sick.need 2 sent for service
need to repair my ba-by so-ny phone
need 2 lose weight
need 2 do training
need 2 be fit
need 2 be debt free

crying

2011-10-12T12:53:00.002+08:00

not in a good mood
i leave my phone at my house no 50..am alive still
feel like drowning myself in water
i feel not liking my col-legue some r genuine..some r hypocrite
i wanna jog
i wanna exercise
i cant wait for weekend
i cant wait for long holiday
i miss myself the most

look up at the sky and smile...

2011-10-09T23:23:00.002+08:00

i lurve making up my bed with new and clean sheet

tea-m Mer-ia-h

happy people makes happy capture!

nota:cab---aran mi--nggu i--ni

2011-10-06T20:53:00.001+08:00

nota:cabaran minggu ini
emotional pms,missing the underwater world,patient is a virtue,stay calm,loving myself more,look at the bright side and politics in working place.

reward:
craig's wishlist/bear sweetness,adventures ride on saturday ,weekend and hometown

a happy di-ver..me!

2011-10-04T22:13:00.002+08:00

in the boat..for next dive
i lurve the fin..my target!

dive center..
lurve the environment

aloha

2011-10-04T21:55:00.001+08:00

i been silent,diam for quiet sometimes
lots of things happen..

diet in progress..yet not reach my ideal weight..arghhhhh..MAU KU-RUS
TAK mau gemuk and buruk
i went d-ive in tio-m-an last week..awesome-met lots of new faces and such a calming day
musti lose weight

its saturday.wake up late and didnt go exercise,bad move!

2011-09-10T11:10:00.002+08:00

public:"single musti mampu buy the bag"
me:"mampu..mampu..but ended up no gi work n stay home"

mission:improvise my financial.must!

i miss 2 be in the water.i miss my divi-ng adventure

2011-09-06T20:11:00.002+08:00

current stay

current phone

new photo.lovely

ra-ya moment n my D-d.my pho-ne die on me..tragic

2011-09-05T19:21:00.003+08:00

i forget how it feel to shot a nice photo again.
sunset taken along high-way 2 cousin's house

not bad.rm 2.50 per box

a-nak buah yang wanna me compare 2 d two.

trying and pose outfit

was craving for m-ilk tea.
nota:i dun really fancy the pe-arl..but the drink i love!

mi-ssio-N

2011-09-04T23:08:00.002+08:00

MUST DROP WEIGHT!!
AS am freaking fat
MUST SLIM N FIT

SO:

EXERCISE
JANGAN MALAS
IKAT PERUT!
DIET

Nobody really cares if you're miserable, so you might as well be happy

2011-08-13T17:53:00.002+08:00

lurve the shirt as its really define me..

i gave my kids to arrange the function and they came with a proper plan..lurve them!

21km-CHECK!..and i wanna to do this again and again!

surrounded with great frenz!

surrounded with things that i lurve!

to act upon this

2011-08-13T17:31:00.002+08:00

i told myself,i cant shop any raya attire as i need 2 lose weight,shed the fat and be fit.but can i?mmmmmm....temptation..stresness and the need 2 have new item..hahahaha..ini semua dugaan.

i told myself that i need 2 shed the fat like 1000 times..

i told myself that i wanna travel..to see the world
i told myself that i NEED TO SAVE MOOLAH,BERJIMAT CERMAT
I told myself i will climb the mountain and dive into the sea
I told myself that i will do backpacking and travel places 2 see the culture and diversity
i told myself to LURVE MYSELF
I TOLD myself to be THANKFUL TO the creator
I TOLD myself to happy and CONTENT
I TOLD MYSELF TO SAVE MOOLAH AND DO PROFITABLE INVESTMENT
I TOLD MYSELF TO LEAD A HEALTHY LIFESTYLE
i told myself to skip 1000 times per day
I TOLD MYSELF TO remember THE CREATOR
I TOLD MYSELF TO BALAs jasa ayah bonda

and the person who going to made this happen is ME!

sad

2011-08-12T13:54:00.001+08:00

on medicine..mood swing
on flow..tired
i wanna shopping but no moolah
ive list of things i need 2 pay
and a long list of things that i want
i wanna go away
i wanna kemas my things
i wanna be skinny..damn its so hard nowadays!

its 10 ..and counting

2011-08-10T12:45:00.001+08:00

diet in progress
hardship 2 exercise...lazy sebenarnya..bad2
ikat perut..ive list of item 2 buy!

2011-07-12T08:18:00.000+08:00

work mgm-t is idio-tic

2011-07-11T12:59:00.000+08:00

no mood
blame the hormone
need 2 submit work
need 2 be away

i cant upload pic to my ab-y e-ll ..so this is old capture

2011-07-03T20:40:00.002+08:00

soon..amen!
it always my dream and my wish to be able to swim and dive..
i pray for easiness and successful for the activity am going for..

tops:my di-nda
pant:wa-wa dear
watch:ko-wi s-g
shoes:my current purchase due to ive lost the n-ike one..
locatio-n:mid-valley

being f.a.t

2011-07-03T05:24:00.002+08:00

f.a.t=freaking ass tembam..yup i made it up..but its rhyme

journey

2011-07-03T04:44:00.002+08:00

am on medicine and diet regime
went for exercise yesterday,but only managed one round as i dun want 2 push my leg due to the 21km race.slowy
yup,i wake up so early..so many things 2 do
weight down by 1kg..lots 2 go!
advised by my frenz,liq-uid diet and 500 cal
must lose weight as i cant fit 2 my ku-rung mo-den.damn!
must get slim and lean..
must..

am

2011-06-29T23:35:00.001+08:00

64.5 kg
fat
need to burn the fat

pic..to remember that am a jovial person

2011-06-19T13:28:00.002+08:00

blessful 2 lived in a country where finding the ki-ng of all fr-uit is abundant..

misi:buang le-mak

2011-06-19T13:16:00.001+08:00

i bought an offer sport bra.its not my usual brand but its serve the purpose.best is its a leopar-d print bra.awesome right!
am fat..gemuk..seriously
need 2 be seriously focus in losing weight
i cant shop due to ive liability payment..mari simpan duit
i wish ive enough moolah,clear debt,rearrange my financial and buy property
i wanna go for travel
i wanna build up my stamina

the reason why

2011-05-27T07:19:00.000+08:00

period for the 1st day.jolly!

2011-05-26T18:44:00.001+08:00

2011-05-26T12:30:00.001+08:00

i feel empty

2011-05-26T12:30:00.000+08:00

i feel empty

fat

2011-05-19T13:29:00.000+08:00

and becoming obese
bad bad thing is lazy..
argghhhhhhh

2011-05-12T09:21:00.000+08:00

silent is the best answer.talk only important
am lazy
am need my life
i need 2 be away.
saya kena rajin2

2011-05-03T18:15:00.001+08:00

am sad

my mum is coming down 2 town tomorrow

2011-05-01T20:59:00.002+08:00

received a text.i feel hurt and cheated but at least i know the truth..move on and leave it!
ive new running skirt..new motivation to lose weight
i wanna keep my hair long as the newly royal bride..
a cute cardigan which i lurve the color
am broke..but alive
hish..kena jimat cermat

evil and good

2011-04-27T14:50:00.001+08:00

tired
broke
sad
misery
more time n rest

BUT

alive
eat well
a bit tan

i can smile now

2011-04-08T15:22:00.000+08:00

its weekend and am going 2 make use of it

bur-n out

2011-04-05T22:02:00.000+08:00

yup.pra one.
painful
i need my life back!

am sad

2011-04-01T20:11:00.002+08:00

i lost/misplace my sport shoe
am sad as its still a new one
am sad as i need 2 fork moolah 2 buy a new one
i cant live w out shoe
i lurve shoe..i heart shoe
and this is a sport shoe we talking about
i am broke..i cant afford shoes...but i need it..
mmmmmmmm..
buying a new one is one thing
searching for it is another one...

2011-03-30T19:49:00.001+08:00

fatness is killing me..arghhhhh
need 2 lose weight..

lost

2011-03-20T03:54:00.002+08:00

yup..i lost all my artwork,worksheet and work related things
adoi..adoi..
i suppose 2 do back up..
communication error..argggghh..dang
now ive 2 recall important files/work that gone forever
arghhhhhh..
things that i scared d most..arghhhhh

on a brighter side,make new one..new leaf..
be more hardwork and utilize ur item
check,communicate and filing
arghhhhh

i lost the klip,the pic..arghhhh
i lost old paperwork and old question..
dang..dang..dang

why is so hard 2 lose the fat as easy as losing the precious data?arghhhhh

ive 2 carik balik thru my old drive..arghhh

evil vs great new

2011-03-20T00:45:00.002+08:00

great

ive my ab=by e-ll
fast and efficient
can do work
can surf

evil

all my 5 years work gone
there goes my pic..wawawa..(thank god..not many)
hv 2 start frm basic
hv 2 install work by my own

apa2..am happy and thankful for the healthy ab-by el-l
feel like crying for losing all the files..
i hope ive the copy of it
just hope and pray..amen

hear me..hear me!

2011-03-15T10:17:00.002+08:00

i went trekking yesterday w great frenz mi-ss ti-ni
it was a wonderful trekking as it was in island
yup people the island of big.
i can now tick the place in ma-lacca

the review..
it was a beautiful island
in a sense of island2 in the strait of mal-acca
i lurve the sense and how its so peaceful there
i can just sleep there
it was a sudden project
and we on a tight budget
but it was really fun
i ride a motorbike after long time didnt ride one
still hv the skill but the bike ride was scary

the conclusion of the trip
i really enjoy it as it was really adventures
and am proud of myself
i was not in a well condition
but i managed 2 do it
yay for me!

2011-03-09T21:10:00.000+08:00

i miss my life.

2011-03-09T15:39:00.000+08:00

tired..but hv to be strong

omg..it been ages i didnt write..and this is the update

2011-03-06T11:17:00.002+08:00

i hvnt write for so long
was hvg bad day,heavy cough and physically weak
kerja bertimbun
get my baby d-ell formatted.all info/data ok but i lose the download file
need 2 install stuff back
current in lurve w double fill-et o fi-sh
was no appetite due to not healthy and now eat watever
bloody lazy w exercise
oh..mr ess-o was in town the past weeks..
watch good movie-s and enjoying myse-lf w it the past few weeks and yesterday
lurve bab-y de-ll
wanna go swim but lazy ,hv to upgrade myself
need 2 go back on track
hated unknown call
wanna go and travel
missing my self
today am totally cl-ueless and lazy
i wonder where i put my nice cadar..aaaaaaaaa..
need to be rajin and clea-n my room
i need moolah

2011-02-22T19:14:00.003+08:00

i rarely carry my ds- lr nowadays.perhaps laziness..perhaps am dying inside..perhaps i wanna to make myself miss taking photo and eventually appreciate my D-d
i rarely come back to KL as am wanna to save moolah
am gaining weight and it sadden me..am at obes-e stage.i know i really need 2 be strict on myself.
hvg my 1st day of period.tired and that why i wrote this
wanna to hv sweet stuff.its the hormone
going 2 mee-ting in Hq,great!
missing my happy life style
keeping myself on track
emotional in balance
wanna sweet stuff
i need 2 exercise daily n focusly
need to accomplish my task
i miss writing

2011-02-10T06:57:00.000+08:00

am praying for a smooth day and hassle free day 2day
amen

2011-02-09T11:28:00.001+08:00

am tired with the capital TIRED!
just be strong gal!!!
i feel like crying as well..

long holidat,lose weight tr-ack and random

2011-02-07T23:06:00.004+08:00

important subject is the blackboar-d behind me...
soooo old schoo-l

my new outfit for 2day.
NEED 2 SHED KILOS N EXERCISE GAL!

I LURV-E MY BAG!

FUNN-Y ONE!

MY ANGelic gabb-y
how can u say cant to this lovely gal
she said to me:
"kakak,woo-dy please"
am melted and willingly watch repea-tly woo-dy with her

not well

2011-01-24T22:38:00.001+08:00

tired..ended not well
sad
hate
wandering and questioning
i miss myself
cepatlah cuti

she is

2011-01-19T23:51:00.002+08:00

alive..despite tired..
amazingly she cry wout any tears..
just for the sake of letting out

________________

she miss her sunset view..
it was a masterpiece and she promised
to visit the place often

________________

she promise that she going 2 be strong

2011-01-12T23:06:00.002+08:00

keep reminding myself that i wanna be skinny
lurve the latest movie the to-urist..she is so pretty and i lurve her jewelery and wardrobe..and those killer heel
kurus..lose weight

if only i can make this happen in a flash and have it all

2011-01-08T01:24:00.002+08:00

i feel like dancing in the dance floor
i wanna sweat a bucket
i wanna lose weight
i wanna be skinny
i wanna be healthy and happy
i miss him

2011-01-07T15:40:00.001+08:00

hungy and tired but lazy to feed myself
must be rajin
i feel i wanna go home n rest..

2011-01-06T20:10:00.003+08:00

ive a feeling 2 a person..which i found his is very interesting fell..perhaps infatuated..its a nice feeling..but perhaps its just a feeling.the person make me feel wanna 2 seek knowledge..but perhaps i fall in lurve with his character and wise mind
am so tired 2 day but feel so happy w my water activity..awesome experience!
so bersemangat 2 work!!
n yes..i miss him..so much..i wish he call...i bet he forget me already..
i wanna 2 end d day earlier n hv a productive day a head
i miss my mum
i will spend time watching sunset and listen 2 d wave like i used too
i wanna be a positive person like am used too
i really hope 2 be a successful person in my life
20-11..healthy mentally physically

nota:take care myself..

2011-01-05T16:27:00.002+08:00

work mode again..
remind myself 2 work in sincerity
remind my mind that i wanna be healthy
and FIT,lean and cergas!

almost berputus asa

2011-01-04T20:44:00.001+08:00

but am not..
despite seeing the scale..
torturing my soul..

d scale didnt turun..
perhaps this week i didnt work out yet..
i really wanna be skinny..

nota:be strong and healthy

live long..live well

2011-01-02T20:39:00.003+08:00

outing..
i lurve my bling2!

make up spring cleaning..
throw n use!

st-age make up!..
a fresh start

i found this funny indeed!

welcome..2-01-1..

2011-01-01T11:47:00.001+08:00

"The [people whose] lives you touch may forget what you said, but they will never forget how you made them feel."

i cant wait 2 go on my fit-ness training..

2010-12-30T11:57:00.003+08:00

ive no regret on working..
i try 2 be positive in my work..
despite feel like crazy w the system..
ok fine..esok work..
ok fine..lots of work waiting next year..
but dun kill my soul..
patient is the key perhaps..
and yes..am keen 2 take d k-ck-bx-ng class..
i dun want 2 be an emotional eater
i dun want 2 be fat
i need 2 live up my dream..

so please my dear body ,fat and soul..
please cooperate w me to handle my much needed
"get rid of the fat"

amen

be strong

2010-12-29T00:53:00.002+08:00

today i feel like give up
losing weight..is hard..
i feel tired and feel like
"penat nye nak kurus"

i wanna 2 discover these work out..
and still in deciding process..
i dun want 2 be fat anymore

i look up thru some photo that i had..
its really frustrating to see those huge arms and thigh
and how i look hideous in the photo..
crap!!
i need 2 shed those 10kg extra!!

be strong..
stay in this circle..

notes for myself

2010-12-28T23:22:00.002+08:00

i feel empty today..so here goes

We all get stuck in negative thinking sometimes, whether it's about money or our career or relationship struggles. It's easy to get bogged down by all the stuff that's not going right, but DO take a minute and remind ourselves of all the things that are going our way, like our awesome haircuts, running engine,comfort bed..
If you look at a situation as challenging, it gives you some power to do something about it instead of making it seem like something that's happening to you. Words not only describe states—they also create emotional states..

i run..i jog..i get tan..just 2 get rid of the fat

2010-12-26T23:53:00.002+08:00

awesome 6km journey..
i lurve early morning jog..
ive fun too!!

i lurve the color of the sky..
its beyond word how 2 describe how beautiful it was..
another million reason why i run..and i jog..
and trying 2 get rid the fat..
simply because i wanna 2 enjoy this
more and more in future

participant can dress up..
how cool is this race right?

i just lurve the shirt!!
its so pretty and colorful!!
a bit small for s size..
but i meant 2 shed the fat away!

the path ..
lurve the morning air and the view!

she my little angel and i miss her already

2010-12-26T23:43:00.002+08:00

gab-by is so good w camera..
and she lurve her food so much!!!

confession ..being fat

2010-12-26T23:31:00.002+08:00

i hated it..i hated it..i hated it
omg..seriously..
i take a look of photo of MY_SEL_F
freaking mad fat..
what has happen 2 me?
is that really me?
ive a fat tummy..a double chin..
u named it..I HV IT ALL
if i hvnt realize lg..i dun know what 2 say more..

current weight 61 kg..
am over weight
read..over weight!
dun say am skinny..tak cukup makan or watever
i cant fit 2 many of my clothes..
AND I LOOK HIDIOUS
AS MY dad said:
"sarung bal-ut nang-ka"
and it really sadden me

as the bigge-st los-er trainer said:
"take action now!"

yup!!
am on my way..
i wanna the fit n lean M-E!!

HAVE 2 WATCH OVER MY DIET
AND EXERCISE!!!

BEING FAT IS NOT A CHOICE
I WANNA BE SKINNY..HEALTHY..

joy..jam..

2010-12-25T20:11:00.002+08:00

tired..
its take 4 hour just 2 reach town
omg..
when i reach camp..
am totally exhausted

_________________

running event tomorrow

________________

no mood 2 organize my stuff

__________________

will sleep early 2day..
nite

It's never too late to have a happy childhood. ~Ber-ke Brea-thed

2010-12-14T12:05:00.003+08:00

my mini created vacation exercise..
i walk frm my place ..in the raining time
had this wonderful swim at the beach and walk back
and take photo along the way!!
i learn that my thigh is huge n big n its so freaking painful as it
crash to one another..
lesson:
EXERCISE TO GET RID FAT!!
TAK MAHU GEMUK
AAAAARGHH

anyway..i enjoy d walk
w my student..as she is the one who take my photo..

i wanna rap-unzel..
i lurv-e arie-l
frm d mermaid princess
now rapun-zel..
lurve her hair and character!

decent wear..

addicted to hv the try this exercise..

my latest addiction!!

If you want to be happy, BE!. ~Le-o T-ol-stoy

2010-12-14T11:35:00.002+08:00

i called this bag as maxi-mus..
got hor-se..white color and so rapunzel story
this definitely will make toddler gabby envy me..hehehe

super lurve this bag!

my biggest cake ever!!
and i need 2 do something w my expanded waist and everything

FIT,SLIM AND LOSE WEIGHT!!!!

MY ULTIMATE RACE!!
complete 4 12 hours and 35km+++ walk..
am so addicted 2 do it again...

i learn a lot and experience so much in 12 hours..
alhamdulilah..i feel bless and full of gratitude

its all about me

2010-12-11T16:46:00.002+08:00

a year younger and mature..
Thank you god for all the wonderful things
u give me in life..

_________________

i need all the energy and blessing and luck
for this 12 hours journey by foot..
yup..u read it right..
12 hours @ 50km by foot
mission:
to reach the finish line successfully
amen

happy girls are the prettiest

2010-12-07T16:06:00.002+08:00

am broke..but happy and lots of gratitude 2 god
am bless with good healthy..alhamdulila-ah
amazing family and smashing circle of frenz
ive great career and i can always do things that i want

yes..sometimes i do forget..how lucky my life is
how am should be thankful for this kind of blessing god gave it 2 me
for example
ages ago..i always wonder being short and plump
but as a grown up..short people r lucky..and can be tall for instead
hee-l..wedg-es... just named it!
i was plump..fat..omg
but later in life i learn how to manage my life,body n soul

yes..life is about searching
experimenting,feel,being hurt
but at the same time human will endure the
beauty of smile,
learn to laugh
forgive n forget
act of kindness and humanity

am truely bless for this living

of course there is room for improvement
to become better human being..
a humble insan
a pious daughter
a understanding sister n sibling
a workholic n hardworking employee
and much2 more..

--to lurve myself..
4 days in counting

4 days in counting

2010-12-07T12:16:00.002+08:00

yup..i need to hv a good running shoe
i must save moolah..enough if shopping i guess..
i wanna travel...and visit frenz throughout the world
i must stop spending and really saving
PAY DEBT
religiously saving and pay DEBT
consistance in prayer
be a good muslim
do voluntee-ring work
be kind to others
improve my language skill
read book
hv an organize life
lead a healthier life
hv a positive attitude
open dive cer-tificate
go div-ing
climb a moun-tain
to grow old w someone who adore me for who originally me

________________________________

the more i read..
the more am scared for this coming weekend
i hope i be able to the finish line
i hope i be able to compete with others
i hope ive a high spirit
i hope i do well
omg..
yes am scared..
but i know
this is what i want
and i know i be able to do it

_______________________

dear god,
please bless the dream that i believe
bless the day that important to me...
gave me strength and kesenangan in all my doing

tq god

_____________________________

simple way-s 2 fin-d jo-y in my life

2010-12-06T00:09:00.002+08:00

trying new stuff

enjoying taking self photo

new hair look!

find a manequi-n that resemble myse-lf.
DO look at the bangle..
n the heel n the bag..
and the hair..
minus the skin color n thinness
this is a major inspiration!

why i lurve my "emm-a wats-son "hair

2010-12-04T19:42:00.002+08:00

location: dining area at din'da house
time:night

husb-and mi-ra(dinda bro in laws)
"la ingatkan anak saudar-a yang mana"

me
"omg..am like ana-k sa-udara..ok..starting 2day onward..i will call u a-yah su"

P/s-one of the magical moment and happiness..

NOW 2 SHED THE EXTRA POUND THAT DANCI-NG AROU-ND MY WAIST N TUMMY.
HIDIOUS OK!

nota mo-tivas-i diri

2010-12-04T19:31:00.002+08:00

I NEED 2 LOSE 10 KG..THEREFORE..MY PERSONAL REWARD

1.BUY MY DARLING TWI-NNIE AN I-P-HO-NE
(why..as reward should be a material item..and i lurve her so much..and she wanna it..plus no stre-ss matter @ guilty feeling for me...like na-za-r lah kot..)

2...as my wardrobe miss me so much!..omg..just try this pant..i cant fit into it..stressful okay..i miss the cru-z..super thin me

3 .i dun want 2 be a fat..old look alike gal..and yeah..i think ive lots of cholest-rol in the body system 2 get rid !

4...omg..i wanna my body back..
i need 2 hv an active lifestyle..

2010-11-30T17:41:00.002+08:00

had the best lunch after a while hvnt
its fish w rice..
omg..feel so good eating fish..
it was so fresh n juicy n tender n yummy n healthy

guilty 2day as i didnt wake up early and sleep like a log..
ive 2 do a make up on that

and just make a rm1-2-0 payment
11 de-c..here am come!

me..me..me..

2010-11-29T11:48:00.002+08:00

current wearable shoes..
major lurve.!!

w d intention of slimmer effect..
its fit nicely but the hand part..omg..so fat..
please wake up gal!!!!

on differ note..
notice my new/current hairstyle
was browsing the net..and found out that it similiar 2 e-mma wat-son ..
wat not 2 lurve right!

i was in the stadium for 5 days..
on the three last day..our uniform was a WH-Ite shirt..
being me who dislike wh-ite as its no a slim effect color..
ive 2 make use of watever wh-ite ive in my wardrobe..
thank god ..ive few..
when the days r over..
i realized that am getting sun bur-n
not only at fa-ce(i dun mind as use too..)
but the back body as well..there is mark of the bra rope..
like am wearing my swimwear
the eff-ect of whi-te color shirt ..
now i know n experience..

lurve2 the ka-ftan..
since its short..lurve the material n colour wise..
simple and elegant
but the price..
yuck!..i cant afford it..
but nice right -_-

please read this..lurve how the autho-r wrote this..
somehow..i think its true

day one..2 be fit and fabolous..

2010-11-29T11:40:00.002+08:00

wake up early..
do stretching and off me go
it was a morning walk..
train myself..dun want 2 burden the muscles yet
it was a lovely day..
there a lots of ar-my running as well..
but do i care..nope..
just when i reach the beach there were lots of them
that part just spoil the mood..
anyway..
ive fun..lots of sunshine..star-ju-mp 50 times
climb something in the park..
i hope this can keep its going..

listen body...fat..hidious unwant-ed fat..
pleas-e pleas-e go away..
am trying 2 HV my figure..
get the ultimate scale n being healthy and fit!!

i not ready 2 be fat/hidious and lazy

a new haircut will be nice!

2010-11-25T13:02:00.003+08:00

its thursday..
after 5 days wake up early..
now its d day i wake up late..
as late as 12noon..
u heard that right
the original plan was
to WAKE UP early..
do work out!
EXERCISE..
but i ended up..
rewar-d diri n to support me was the
chill raining at 6:30am..
omg..it was so heaven
wake up..
a bit blur..
make up coffee..online..and eat lunch provided just infront my blo-ck

ive lots of things in mind...
on wat 2 do to day..
and i wanna say that..(think)
am such an independent n hippi-est person around..
will write more...
lurve n muah2..

--e-d-d

2010-11-23T06:51:00.000+08:00

am here..back in camp..
weird i felt of course

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HAVE 2 GET RID OF FAT
NEED 2 BE CR-UZ N SLI-M N HEALTHY!

living in re-tro period

2010-11-14T10:56:00.002+08:00

my latest kill-er heel

it was a first lurve..

and i purchase it..

only rm 29.50..

and wat not 2 lurve kan?

nana on stage..

catwalk tue!

omg..i-p-hone is so cool

when am using a phone.1st thing tht i must try is the camera function

and super lurve it!!

in black...

like twin lak..

nana was telling me is either cr-uztwin @ me she wanna tag along

but w baby and all..she bring me..

perk of being stylo happening single lady..

takpe kaki-la...baby-wear things nana comfirm bwk kau!

and event yg pere-mpuan ma-la-y terakhir nana said you in the 1st list..

i be taking care of ur two babies..hehehehehe

the guys not only won the male dress but also the lucky draw of 42 inch tv

nana number sikit aje lg..

me lak yg "ala nana....aku frust kau tak dpt tv tue"

anway..ive lots of fun..and i sang..and i dance..and i met people..

and happy...oh the food sgtlah yummy!

i have this roast-ed l-a-mb..the man-go salad,,the fish..the cup of tira-misu dan lots of delicious delicacy....

i just lurve the re-tro!

he who complements me.

2010-11-09T12:00:00.002+08:00

been doing a teeny weeny research in the net
find this good sites but price is beyond my budget lah
so mission find something like that
i lurve d hat n scarf

http://www.shopbop.com/accessories-scarves-wraps

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i rarely write nowadays..
which is not such a good sign

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nota pada diri
LOSE WEIGHT!!!
TAK mau fat n be old!!

look fabolous n fit n lean!!!

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ive lovely bottle of perfume!
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so addicted 2 this non gassy drink
so goooooooo!

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lose weight n EXERCISE!!
ur arm-y trainer said ur fat!
lose weight!!

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baby-de-ll not in a good shape...
hold on baby!

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wake up gal!

2010-10-20T01:41:00.001+08:00

am begin to lose myself..
am so lazy
lack of time exercise
messy room
lack of make up
lack of reading

why...

failure is not an option for me..being fat is neither

2010-10-20T00:54:00.002+08:00

trying new shades....

eh..its well build..tak roboh tue

new scarf and and free bag...super lurve!

am such a lazy gluteus maximus..

2010-10-12T12:03:00.001+08:00

its tuesday
and am being lazy..
sgt teruk..
class in few minute..
see u gal..

2010-10-01T20:26:00.002+08:00

friday much a waited day of the week
yet this weekend is a working day..
and truely am so freaking tired

am bored..
am tired..
am hv no life..
am fat..
am not doing no work out
am broke
lack of moolah
flabby and fat

i can only hope for better..
and wat best esok kerja!!
wohoooooooo
damn tired ok!!

i miss the gal in me....

me..alive and losing kilos in progress

2010-10-01T00:58:00.005+08:00

helllllllo world!

trying earring w new scarf..
i miss 2 style and 2 wear pretty stuff!

too bad no size @ i definitely will buy those above!

bestie jum!!!
its was a GREAT day kan dear!!!

current bedsheet..
lurve2..

septe-mber mark a years older 4 my nya-wa..
one year 2 go 2 be debt free!!
i lurve u ato-s darling!

mode:dun disturb

2010-09-20T09:13:00.002+08:00

mentally challenge here..
aaaaaa
its d 1st day at work..
after almost a week plus hvg my sweet holiday
am a bit blur..and freaking empty..
all i could think is my roa-d tax and school end..
wat a lazy bum!hahahha

i start my day,wake up so early..
at 4am..which is good
as i need 2 sorted stuff in my room
and its physically challenge 2 wake up such in earlier morning
but should make it a habit

i wanna 2 lose kilos!
yes..ive fat around tummy n tight which hideous and make me
super lazy and not good for health
so wake up early is good..
hope can make it as a habit

its freaking hot here
omg..sgt2..
misi 2day stay in a the st-aff room
sbb ada aircon..

this morning i realize that
i need 2 stop complain..
DO stuff that u wanna it 2 be change
stop complaining..stop whine!
be w positive people..
and change my lazy attitude..

dear god..
please make my day a blessful day
berkati the people i loved and cared
keep away /distance all bad stuff
make me a good muslim..
amen

misi hr ini:

settle my roa-d tax
basuh baju.
siapkan kerja sy
work!!!

feel bloated

2010-09-05T22:40:00.001+08:00

n feel fat..
not good..not good!
please wake up!and exersice

2day notes

2010-09-05T22:28:00.000+08:00

wake up late..didnt sahur
for if-tar i cook homemade lamb ke-bab..lurve2
sila berjimat cermat
4 days in counting
need 2 kemas my workstation n my bag
need 2 service ato-s...moooooolah!
coming soon insuranc-e-road ta-x
bought contact-l-ens
esok sekol-lah

counting

2010-09-01T07:03:00.002+08:00

omg...
yesterday all day long
ciri-t birit
i was mad weak..
losing weight?
hahahaha
dun think so..

2day
i force myself 2 jog at 430am
yup..u read that right?
430am
as sob-ri would say..
"wat is my excuse not 2 excercise?"

and i couldnt answer..
laziness is not a wisely answer
as its makan -diri-

and its back 2 work again..
and i dun nothing..

nota diri

2010-08-30T10:48:00.003+08:00

over a conversation w a new founded frenz

"m-al-ay w good english,td-k camp..te-acher"

i was speechless.."W Good english.."

it made my day...

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i know i should be happy and proud..
this happen when u with a good circle of frenz

droool and smile..i lurve my saturday!

2010-08-29T10:49:00.002+08:00

am not a fan of cendol..but i lurve the red sugar..
lurve..lurve..lurve

new fashion...hahahhaha
its actually was to cover frm the sun..freaking hot that day!

yay!!food...eat stuff..
fl-ickr coming 2 town and we headed 2 the famous muara
in the land of tua-h..
i cant be any happier...
SEEEEEE!
i was happy!

happy as always!

bored ...faster2 raya n cuti

2010-08-26T17:51:00.004+08:00

was so inspired w this site
http://newdressaday.wordpress.com

this gal alter her bargain finding..
turning big/xxxxxl/unattrative vinta-ge wear to
hooooooot wardrobe..

this is my great finding
rm 5 only ..lurve the fabric n the design..
the flaw is too long for my height
so i sent 2 tailor and cut it short..
lurve the outcome..

my bj raya...
yeah!..its grand..
its took me a year 2 ambik frm tailor
as am saving my moolah..

GAL!!!!DIET N EXERCISE PLEASE!

LURVE D ATTIRE..!
Mcm regret tak beli more..hehehehe
am trying new style 2 wear my scarf w earring
turn out ok

MUST ..MUST..MUST..EVEN ITS KILL ME

2010-08-22T22:55:00.002+08:00

i DESPERATE NEED 2 LOSE WEIGHT
KURUS..SKINNY..JERANG-KUNG..
NAMED IT!
AM totally freaked out 2 see myself in the mirror..
more 2 weight myself
and what frustated me the most is that
i cant fit 2 my old clothes..
arghhhhhhhhhh...
my lovely wardrobe

therefore..
come what may
i MUST LOSE WEIGHT
FOR GOOD
AS BEING FAT IS NOT GOOD!!!

AND its shocked me 2 day when i weight myself at 5pm
i lost 2kg..!
yes people 2 kg!
why ?..
that because i joined the ca-det jog at 4am in the morning
i was sweating and so happy
despite tired..
and with god will
i shall do it 2day...
amen

to myself:
PLEASE
MOVE UR BUM
AND START EXERCISE!!!